missing out syndrome

at the LUNA event today I heard just what I needed to hear from Anne, one of the crew members.

She asked me how I was feeling about leaving. I told her what I usually say... that I don't think it's really hit me yet, etc. But then I told her something I don't usually tell everyone. I'm worried about what I'm going to miss. I know everyone's life goes on and I want my friends to grow during the next 2 years. I'm just going to miss them and the things they're going to do together...what I won't be around for. And it's not that i don't want to hear about their adventures. I DO!

Anyway, I'm talking to Anne about this and she said she likes to call that "missing out syndrome." I probably won't explain this as well as she did, but I'll try. She said I will miss things that are happening here, but just think of everything I would miss if I didn't go to Mexico City and all the experiences I will have there.

Leading to regrets.

I don't like regrets.

I needed to hear it!

Thanks Anne!

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