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What A Week

This week.
I struggled to accomplish anything.
I'm thick in my seasonal depression.
I'm counting down the days until a Missouri trip.
I'm tired all. the. time.
I wish the snow would disappear.
Cars seem to be attacking me on my bike.
I'm sick of the cold.
I hate choking on the air when it's so cold and windy it's hard to breathe.
I'm wearing my Cardinals sweatshirt all the time because it gives me emotional comfort.

I'm excited for the weekend.
I hope to press the reset button for another week.
I'm embracing my desire to organize my living room (and clean out my closet).
Coffee is comforting.

I'm trying to focus on things like someone holding a door open for me or getting my favorite elevator at work and the extremely nice email our CMO wrote about myself & my boss and sent to our CEO and VP.

And I've found lots of people are experiencing the same feelings right now, it's just hard to talk about.  And as hard as it feels to make myself go out and do things, that's what makes me feel better.

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